I'm back. Alrighty ladies, I've got some news. I am a dealer.... lol. Sorry, that sounds so weird. Don't freak out tho, it's not what you're thinking. This past week two girls have asked to buy diet pills from me.Weird, yes, but I pass as 18. Both of them have lockers right next to mine and we have agreed to keep it 500 calories a day- my idea because they are just starting out and I don't want to be too harsh on them. I am staying at 0-300. They aren't anorexic and don't know that I am. One of them has disorderd eating and the other I don't know. Track started Monday... I love it sinfully I swear. I have practice from 3:30-5:30. I have been training on my own along with that. I get up at 4:45 to go running and occasionally run before bed. I want to go to state sooo bad. I told my coach and he said that he didn't think that they have had a freshman go to state. I want it bad. My boyfriend is going to Australia for track this summer and I am just a wee bit jelous. Prom is coming up- April. I don't have a dress yet and I'm not really looking forward to getting one. I'm going with my boyfriend -of course- and he goes to a different school. I wouldn't be nervous about it if it wasn't for the fact that he's on prom court and that means attention. I want to put off 20 pounds by then. Realistic?- probably not. I've been feeling really dizzy lately. I think it is because I have been working myself way too hard and am not getting more than 4 hours of sleep a night at most. I am posting a recent picture of me. Gawd how I wish I looked skinnier.

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